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February 22, 1996: panic
today, for the first time in a long time, i panicked. i really truly panicked.
what if what i have been working on for so long does not happen?
what if i am being too optimistic?
am i relying too heavily on the good faith of others?
the panic struck from the moment i awoke.
i made some phone calls, and discovered that a certain money lead was bogus. i ranted about that for a while. i made more phone calls.
i cruised on over to cyborganic for a while, to no avail.
i came home, and whimped a little.
i stuck some tapes of old 90210 and party of five episodes my parents had taped for me into the vcr.
but i did not feel better. i was still panicked. i tried to get some stuff done; i tried to prepare for a meeting.
i went to the gym; i went to the meeting; no one else went to the meeting.
warning: this is not an advertisement for clean living!
i enjoyed myself immensely at tnd. i did not live cleanly. and i passed out that evening without even updating the home page.
but i felt a little better.
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